Thursday, August 9, 2012

~~~ I still Haven't found what I am looking For ~~~

The day has been a complete whirlwind of emotions..
It was officially my last working day!! Another chapter is closed in my book. There are some chapters which I keep revisiting, revising .. Sometimes I smile, Sometimes I get tears in my eyes , Sometimes I get angry and Sometimes I just let it be..

I wrapped up my day and sent an emotional goodbye email and headed straight to TGIF..
I clearly remember the last time I was there (two years ago).. Sadly it wasn't the same!!! I revisited the old favorites and they were just different this time around.
I remember having this discussion with someone about how these legendary places lose their charm. I hate to admit that he was right. The places I visited were devoid of the character which I used to die for..

So moving away from this heavy emotional stuff to my joblessness..
I am jobless or should I say the cooler version ... ? I am on a "sabbatical" yayayayayay :). I just wish I had enough money to travel to South America now.. It would have been so cool drinking cuba libre in Cuba, eating steaks in Argentina, clicking breathtaking photos in Machu Pichu.. Another Day, Another Time...!!

I went for coffee with an old manager of mine.We talked about Hinduism, Music and relationships and he said come back to this company. We need people with perspective in life...!! Someday I might you never know...Life is full of twists and turns. You take one turn and you realize you on to another chapter.

Why am I talking about chapters so much? Ohh didn't I tell you? I started writing short stories... I am too embarrased to share them here.. One day when I am out of my zone I will get all the stories published.. or better I will put them all online.. "A chapter a day.." what say?

I have a lot of plans in the pipeline.. I am looking out for jobs.. Let's see how that search goes..!!!

I was talking to a friend today and he re-agreed to design my website. He is a bigshot Hacker/coder/ programmer.Two years ago he agreed to do it and then I forgot about it. So, this time I reminded him and he agreed.. He asked me what was my thing..? If you had to describe yourself what symbols would you use? My answer was .." Orange background , Coffee mug, cookies , guitar for music, a glass of Mai Tai.."
I was so happy with my answer .. I summed it up so perfectly.

I think I will also have a happy ending someday.. Everyone does eventually! The only problem is I have to figure out what I am looking for. I know what I want..I just don't know how to go about it..
Oh Yeah I am a clueless child..!!

One day this clueless kid will figure out the roads leading to the destination..

P.S: This song is by U2.
Yes, I still haven't found what I am looking for...
For what's worth I know what I want. It is just that I don't have as yet.
I hope one day I get my happy ending!!

I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for


  1. A chapter a day! :D
    Awesome-ness it will be. I hope it comes out sooon!

  2. And until you find a job, you can teach this little chep baccha some baking. :p
    Just saying, another idea. :)