Sunday, April 1, 2012

~~~Here comes the Rain again~~~

I am back.. Back to being the way I am..
Quirky and Erratic.Back to being me!!

After a sad post yesterday I will try my best to be better..
So the latest is that someone I know has made me obsessed with finding out the "BUT" in people..
The other day we were talking about a very pretty girl and then came the comment..
"Oh she is good looking "but"has bad teeth.."

Normally I am not that kind of person.. I never look for these imperfections.. I never pay attention to this level of detail...So our discussion kind of got me curious to find the "But" in me and after five minutes of coaxing he gave in..
(Paraphrasing)
HE : "Are you a man enough to take it .. ?" ...
Me: Yes..!!
( I was already going through all the possible answers..)
HE:"It is the way you walk.."
ME: Ohh really ? That's it ?
( I breathed a sigh of relief..)I checked again... "Are you sure..? Not the scar on my face..? My big eyes which I think squint at times.. ?? Or may be the two white strands of hair..?
HE: Nothing else " I can figure you out in a crowd by the way you walk... ".. You walk differently..

I was quite nonchalant about this walk thing.Let's say that I took it like a man for sometime and after that I became so conscious of my walking that I asked another friend of the "BUT" in me..
"I think it would be your nose ring.. I am not a fan of piercings.. " I was somewhat relieved. The walk thing wasn't universal after all..
I know and understand the fact that the imperfections would be different for different people..
All I have to do is live with it..and  make my peace with it..!

No updates here.It has been mostly the dull weekend so far.The weather needs to be blamed.It is gloomy, windy, depressing and everything you don't want for a weekend. It is one of those days when you just want to stay in your bed with your mug of coffee,book, cuddle and then fall asleep again. As luck would have it I woke up right at 6 :00 in the morning..!!
Trying to make the best of what is left of this weekend.
Ciao..
P.S: The song is by CCR.. I like the song..
It is my gloomy weather song...Love the song though

Heard the singers playing, How we cheered for more.
The crowd had rushed together, Trying to keep warm.
Still the rain kept pouring, Falling on my ears.
And I wonder, Still I wonder Who'll stop the rain.


P.S:  Ain't no sunshine by Bill Withers is also my another gloomy weather song.. 

4 comments:

  1. You know u just reminded me of One of my friend... U always used to tell me ki saala ham cheezo ki jo actual bealty hoti he usko chhod k fault dhundhte rehte.. N in that we forgot to appreciate the actual beauty..

    Good one.... Keep It going...

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  2. I mean who used to tell me...

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  3. @Jai : I agree..
    Plus beauty lies in the imperfections I feel that way.. Little things make you imperfect which in turn makes you feel real.. If things are too perfect I find them fake..

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  4. Yeah agree... Perfection is boring sometimes ;)

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